Loss Through Suicide
Suicide leaves those who are touched by it with a unique kind of grief, filled with unanswered questions, stigma from those who don’t understand, and sometimes immense guilt. More than 800,000 people die by suicide each year.
LOSS THROUGH SUICIDE
Suicide is a unique form of loss. For many survivors the grief is complicated by questions of responsibility, missed opportunities to help, and profound guilt. In addition there is the societal and sometimes religious stigma that surrounds suicide. Close friends and family may not understand their loved one’s decision to end his or her life, and may have feelings of anger and confusion. Survivors are faced with the challenge of how much to share and with whom. Talking to children about the loss of a loved one by suicide is particularly complicated. This page will hopefully help as you work through these intricacies.
Online Resources
Online Resources
AMERICAN FOUNDATION FOR SUICIDE PREVENTION
FRIENDS FOR SURVIVAL: A NATIONAL OUTREACH AND SUPPORT ORGANIZATION FOR THOSE AFFECTED BY A SUICIDE DEATH
Support Groups
(Please note that during covid, many groups are meeting via zoom)
https://friendsforsurvival.org/meetings
SUICIDE: FINDING HOPE
OUR SIDE OF SUICIDE
SUICIDE IS PREVENTABLE
EACH MIND MATTERS
MENTAL HEALTH AMERICA
www.bit.ly/1HNmHLL to access local support groups
TALKING TO CHILDREN ABOUT SUICIDE
THE HELLO FUND
Youth Mental Health and Suicide Prevention
https://www.hellofund.org/
CALIFORNIA SUICIDE SUPPORT GROUPS
www.suicide.org/support-groups
GRIEF SHARE SUPPORT GROUPS
Activities
Activities
SURVIVOR DAY-GLOBAL DAY OF REMEMBRANCE
OUT OF THE DARKNESS WALKS
CREATIVE REMEMBRANCES
healgrief.org (to create an on-line memorial)
loveliveson.com (coping with holidays)
funeralzone.com.au (various ceremonies)
www.stardust-memorials.com (memorial jewelry with ashes)
www.jillianbdesigns.com (custom hand-stamped memorial jewelry)
Crisis Hotline
Crisis Hotline
NATIONAL SUICIDE PREVENTION HOTLINE 24-HOURS
1-800-273 TALK (8255)
Crisis Text Line: text TALK to 741741
THE TREVOR PROJECT- SUPPORT FOR LGBTQ YOUTH
1-866-488-7386
SUICIDE LOSS HELP LINE
1-800-646-7322
PFLAG
WWW.PFLAGSACRAMENTO.ORG
(916) 978-0410
Education
Education
TALKING WITH KIDS ABOUT A COMPLETED SUICIDE
Keep it short and simple
Be truthful and consistent
Avoid unnecessary details
Prepare yourself for a variety of reactions
Reassure them of your stability
Make sure they know this conversation can and will continue whenever they want to
Consider these words:
Brains get sick just like bodies do.
Some people feel so much pain that they can’t imagine how it will ever end.
There is a lot we don’t know about what was going on in his brain.
We know he didn’t do it to hurt us. We know he loved us and we loved him and we will not forget him.
sptsusa.org -Helps school staff work with students to process loss through suicide.
TERMINOLOGY
Speaking of Suicide A guide to how to talk about suicide.
I discovered after attending some groups, talking with others, and doing reading about suicide that there are certain terms that are considered sensitive and others that may be more offensive or hold negative connotations. The most talked about one is that saying that one has “died by suicide” may be better than saying that they “committed suicide.” The idea here is that we “commit” crimes and suicide is not a crime. This really resonated with me and I am now working to change my language.
There are a number of other words that were offered as comfort to me that I know was with the best of intentions but that did not sit quite right with me. Some of these are “he is now better off” (I’m not sure!), “It is probably somewhat of a relief to you and your parents” (Sometimes I guess but I would rather have him here!), and “one day you will be able to move on” (not sure I ever will or will want to). What has made me feel particularly guilty is when people have gone on and on praising my parents and me for all we did to support him in life, calling me an “angel” and a “hero.” I guess I feel like it takes the attention away from Steve, and from all he did to try to survive. It’s not about me. Some people have seemed to have a somewhat morbid fascination with the manner of his death and have asked me for details that I now know I don’t need to share.
This is by no means supposed to be a list of do’s and don’ts about how to talk about suicide and loss. It is only a reminder that words are powerful, have individual meanings and connotations, and it can be interesting to understand how messages we receive or deliver affect us.
KEEPING HIM ALIVE
I talk about Steve quite often. I talk about things he liked to do, funny things he said, remember childhood memories. I tell people that I have a brother and if pressed about where he is, tell them that he is no longer living. I worry about his memory fading for people, particularly my kids, and talking actively about him helps keep him present. I also think it gives the message to others that I am OK with talking about him, that they can speak of him and ask about him. I think that because Steve died by suicide some friends and family have been particularly reluctant to mention him, as if it is a taboo subject. Of course like everything, this is an individual process for each of us. What are ways you keep your loved one alive?
RESOURCE FOR SCHOOLS
To help children who have experienced loss through suicide:
Books & Media
Books & Media
There are literally hundreds of books out there about coping with a loss by suicide. It can be hard to muddle through them all. A couple of suggestions when searching is to think about what specifically you are seeking from a book. Do you want practical suggestions? Do you want to hear others’ stories? Do you want information about suicide of a parent or a child or a sibling or a friend?
Someone I Love Died by Suicide: A Story for Child Survivors and Those Who Care for Them
Dying to be Free: A Healing Guide for Families After a Suicide
Sanity and Grace: A Journey of Suicide, Survival, and Strength
No Time to Say Goodbye: Surviving the Suicide of a Loved One
movies
The Ripple Effect. Created by a man named Kevin who attempted suicide by jumping from the Golden Gate Bridge but ultimately lived and is working to educate about suicide prevention. You can learn more about his story at www.SuicideTheRippleEffect.com
Of course, there are many fictional films that include suicide. Sometimes the handling of the subject feels sensitive, and other times it feels sensationalized, morbid, or critical. Dead Poets Society paints a picture of the boy’s struggles and does not condemn his choice. Leaving Las Vegas creates a vivid, hard to watch, but real picture of how substance abuse can lead one to the depths of depression and ultimately suicide.
Podcasts
Blogs
The Hope Line-Dawson McAllister Network This is written to suicide survivors.